Thank you all for your kind words, thoughts and prayers.
I went in this AM for my bloodtest at the RE's office.
I am not so positive anymore since I saw more red blood last night and
again this AM when I got up.
This sucks!! I really was wi****ng that I didn't have to go through
this again. This was my bestest cycle yet and what a let down it will
be if it didn't work. I am already very sad and angry.
I WILL get through this. I have no fears about that. I have already
talked to my mom to say that if this time didn't work and I have to go
through it again I want her to come up and stay with me for a week or
two to try and take some of the daily pressures of being a wife and
mother off of my shoulders so maybe I can relax a little more and give
it more of a chance to work.
