<coming out of lurk mode>
Dear Michele,
Don't give up yet -- have you tried a home preg test???
I'm sorry that you're going through this - I know how hard, and how
disappointing it is; an emotional roller-coaster. And i was SOOOO sure
that it hadn't worked for us -- right up to the day of the blood work.
I was already steeling myself for the 'next round' -- and boy was i
surprised!
you WILL get through this, and it WILL happen for you!!!
*huUUuuuuuUUuuuuUugggzz*
Yael
On Apr 28, 10:09 am, whodunit <whodu...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> Michele wrote:
> > Well I am really having a hard time now.
>
> > Thanks for all of your kind words, thoughts and suggestions. They have
> > really helped.
>
> > I had a rough weekend. Started spotting on Thursday. This is typical
> > for me so I tried not to let it bother mee too much. Then the cramps
> > came back and my back pain increased. Saturday AM the back pain was so
> > bad I ws crawling on the floor. DD thought it was fun, but I surely
> > didn't. Then it got better and the spotting got heavier. I was really
> > down in the dumps and then I saw blood. It stopped, but it was enough
> > for me to say "well, it's over" DH is of course trying to stay
> > positive until the RE says it didn't work; but I as the woman who's
> > body is definately trying to say something isn't as positive.
>
> > I called the RE on the way in this AM to see what my options were. I
> > wasn't scheduled to go in until Friday but if it didn't work I don't
> > see the point in continuing these meds until then. They said I could
> > come in Wednesday. They also said to try and stay positive, they have
> > see this before and it still come out positive, but I could hear it in
> > her voice that maybe this just wasn't the time for me.
>
> > Who knows. I could be wrong. I do have a little piece of me that is
> > trying to be hopeful. I am not ready to cut all my losses yet. There
> > is a tiny glimmer of hope.
>
> > I do have to say that this BB has gotten alot quieter lately. I know
> > that Megan, Yael & Jade have graduated and congrats to them for that
> > wonderful news; but please don't tell me that I am now the only one
> > left here?
>
> > Is there anyone else out there with me?
>
> {{{{{{{{{{{Michele}}}}}}}}
>
> Try to hang in there, Michele!! I know it's hard :*((from LOOOOOOOONG
> experience) but I've learned over time that the times I was certain
> a cycle didn't work, it did--and many times I was absolutely certain
> a cycle DID work, it didn't. :*( So you can never really tell until
> the actual testing day gets here.
>
> The bleeding could be either implantation (which I am praying it is for
> you!) or your hormone levels could be dropping in prep for AF--again, no
> way to know for sure. With some of my pgs, I've had pre-AF spotting,
> with others, NADA.
>
> Have you tried testing with some of those 5 days early hpts? Hopefully
> you will get a big +++++++++++++++++++ and a wonderful hcg count when
> you officially test!!
>
> Don't feel alone. You aren't, even if people aren't actively posting,
> there's many here lurking who wish and pray for the best for you.
>
> Hang in there. I'm praying for you and a positive result.
>
> {{{{{{More Hugs}}}}}}
>
> Take care,
> Carolyne in TX
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