Let the worrying begin......

Well now that my 2 week wait is on going the worrying has started. I
don't remember worrying this much with the other transfers. I guess
maybe this time is different because it was so short to get everything
taken out and then my excitement was so high and the results so good
and then since yesterday the results aren't so good. I don't know.
Everyday things are changing it seems. Monday after they put them back
in everything seemed right in line. Then Tuesday am when I got up
things seemed like maybe they didn't work. Then when I got ready to go
to work it seemed like things did work. Today When I got up things
were normal and I thought maybe it didn't work. Then went I went to
the bathroom today I sw something on the paper and though OH MY did it
work? is this a sign that it didn't work? Am I just seeing things?
Every little thing is getting to me. Like maybe I shouldn't have come
into work yesterday after my 24 hours were up. Did that cause it not
to work? Maybe I shouldn't have picked up my DD this morning, did that
cause it not to work? I'd like to say that I am not stressing out
about it because I have always had the philosiphy (sp?) that if it
worked then it worked and if it didn't then there was nothing I could
have done, but this time I see so much more worried than I should be.
I guess maybe because if it didn't work this time it means that we
only have 1 more try at this. And we now ONLY have 2 embryos frozen
from previous try's. ARGH!!!!!. My back has started hurting just like
it would if AF was on her way. But then I think about Jade and how her
back was recently hurting and she still got a BFP. Maybe I could too.
My boobs have been hurting since the day before the egg retreival so
that is no sign for me this time.
I was relieved yesterday when I finally looked at the calendar and
realized that the 2nd in actually next friday. I thought it was the
monday so at least this means that I don't have to struggle through 2
weekends of not knowing... But I still have to make it through until
next Friday.

Anyone have any words of wisdom for me?