Well, today's HCG was 2328 (decent 3-day increase from 983??), and
we're set for an ultrasound at 8:30 on Tuesday--we'll see the nurse
practitioner after that at 9am.
I hope that everything will continue to be ok!
Can't help but worry and hope that everything is ok. Perhaps it's the
hormones -- sometimes I'm so "up" and incredibly happy and sometimes
moody and worried -- and I can go from one to the other in a blink!
I've been feeling so volatile lately...
I hope that the ultrasound goes well on Tuesday and that the baby is
the right size and growing well, and that the heartbeat is strong.
I've been here before, seen the heartbeat at 8 weeks actually -- only
to be told that the baby was small for its age and perhaps growing too
slowly. One week later, there was no heartbeat. I know that it happens
sometimes, and still can't help wondering if its something I did or
didn't do that caused the m/c - even though I've been told that the
reason was likely genetic, and the embryo was not meant to live. This
time 'round, I've been so very very careful, and eating tons of all
the right foods...I hope and pray that everything will be OK come
Tuesday.
Also, I hope that writing this will help me get it out of my system
and get back to being my usual optimistic self!!!
warm wishes to all,
Yael :)
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