I'm supposed to be 7 weeks pregnant today but instead us showed a
completely empty sac and the doctor told me that this is because while
the outside cells attached and developed the inner cells never
did.
I knew something was wrong a week into the first positive test
because nurse called me and told me that my hcg was rising way too
slow but I still held on to some hope. I had no sign of miscarriage.
I had no pregnancy sign either. After about 2 weeks of limbo, we
found out for sure today.
I am so sad that words can not describe it. After 2 years of trying,
this is how my first positive pregnancy is turning out. I keep
wondering what is wrong with us? Is there something genetically with
us? Our RE told us no. But still, I can't help but wonder.
My husband and I have decided that we will try again. But for now we
just have to wait. I have to wait for this to completely pass first
and wait at least one cycle after the miscarriage before trying
again. I hate waiting but for now I have to.
This group is so quiet now. I hope everybody is doing good.
Amy
