I had my transfer on Tuesday 4/1. They put back two embryos. We
were given a pictures of those them. I was pretty happy that day.
This was starting to look real. We were told that our embryos were
early blastocyst. I was concerned that they are "early" but were
assured that they looked good.
The next day, I was devastated when we found out that we had only
one good embryo to freeze. I cried and cried grasping on to the
pictures of the two that was transferred hoping they are still growing
inside. The reason I was so upset was because we had 16 fertilized
embryos to begin with. By day 3, 5 of them were what they called good
quality 8 cells, the rest of them were 7 cells, 6 cells, 4 cells,
some good quality, some bad quality. I was so scared by the fact that
so few of them survived. Is this normal? I don't know. Is this
something wrong? We called the clinic back, they assured us that we
were lucky to even have one to freeze. But still the worry lingered
in my mind.
Since then I've been hopeful one day, scared the next. I don't feel
anything different right now and that scares me. I try not to worry
but can't seem to help it.
I'll find out on 4/10. In the mean time, I need some sup****t.
Hope everybody is doing well
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