Munchkin wrote:
> Cyndie told me that she had no idea where Megan got the link to her
blog. I
> think by Cyndie not speaking up before this got out of hand, its obvious
> people have been mislead, and played one against another.
>
> Obviously Cyndie's friend****p with me was a farce. I am too naive, and
let
> myself believe what she was saying was true. Another online friend has
> betrayed me as well, and for no reason, as I did nothing but be her
friend.
> There are some people on these groups that have no loyalty, no morals.
> Unfortunately, I trusted them and they screwed me.
>
> I am seeing that even though I do not like Megan, for various reasons,
she
> does not lie. I appreciate that, and I respect that enormously.
Honesty,
> it seems, is hard to come by.
>
> Online squabbles are one thing, but to go behind someone's back, and
violate
> their friend****p and trust, well that's another. I am so tired of this,
and
> tired of my online friends lying and betraying me. I haven't done that
to
> any of them, but for some reason, they think its okay to do that to me.
I
> don't care anymore, I am no longer loyal to anyone, as no one is
obviously
> loyal to me. They have to live with what they did, and with themselves.
I
> think the most interesting part, is that fact that both tried to turn it
> around and blame me. I never betrayed either one of them.
Personally I think it's all a bucket of **** and that's why I pretty
much quit participating altogether. I did consider Cyndie a friend
because of all we went through at AIP and she adopted K at the same
time I adopted J. They are 12 days apart, and I always sent Cyndie a
Birthday greeting for K, and updates periodically. I felt the need to
defend her as I didn't think sharing the pics without permission was
right, and I was under the impression she was pissed off (AND she
thanked me for sup****ting her in the thread). Now I just sort of feel
she played both sides, sat back and laughed at the whole thing. Nice.
I hate liars and manipulators, and I do respect Megan a hell of a lot
more than anyone who lies like that.
-L.


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