My Little Secret
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When You Love somone your suposed to tell all of your secrets past and
present...And Now It's time I told you mine.
If you leave me Now,It will hurt I agree but I will understand;Whatever
happens, maybe this is sign.
I have to tell you somthing you see;theres somthing in my past that
might hurt us.I can tell you now it might hit you like a big yellow Bus.
I know this will be a lot to take in so I want you to think about your
true feelings and just know
I'm opening up to you because I love you,I want you and want to be with
you now and Forever.
At the end of this little Pink Letter the two of us you might want to
Sever.
I hope you Understand,I hope your Love for me is stronger then any of
this I am about to tell you.
I prepared myself as best as I could,practicing what I was going to say
and How I was going to say it until my lips turned blue.
The Hole in my heart was mended and filled when you came into my
life;You see one Night of passion unfolded and hurt me like a sharp
knife.
It's Not that I'm a **** or that I sleep around because I don't;I
thought I was in love once before but I was Lied to,Hurt so Bad and Left
to fend for myself other then the heavens above.
Some say that Love Conquerors all,Some say it's like a small beautiful
bouncy ball and others say Pure and simple Love is Love.
Just Know That I wanted so much to tell you so many times but I could
never find the words;I was araid you might leave me and not get the
chance to know me.
I was afraid of what might happen when I told you my little secret;I
Love you and that is why I am telling you this,I will be Honest with you
and tell you what I was never told you see.
The paths we take today can alter tomarrow and we can never turn back.
That is why I have to tell you before we make love in the sack.
Whichever Path You choose weather you choose to love me as i am or be
with me just as friends;I hope that you don't judge me harshly as ive
seen others judged because most people are simply uneducated and cruel.
Whatever you choose to do Just know I hope your Honest with me as I have
been with you and I think your cool.
I love you and I hope you Love me too;This is truely the ultimate Test
Of Love.
This is about more then weve ever talked about,this is about more then
***,this is about more then putting on a glove.
This is what I must Tell you My Love;
This is the Honesty I Must Face and hope you can handle facing it with
me.
I Have Been Diagnosed with Herpes you see.
Baby Now you Know My Little Secret;
Do you think you can keep it?
BY:
NM
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