Hi all,
My very first experience of attunement was bad as I felt cheated. The
so-called master made me sit in front of him without the leather
paraphernalia. He asked me to close my eyes and in just 5mins or so he
said
I was attuned. Not nowing what really I experienced I nevertheless did the
21day self cleansing process. His conditions were rigid asking me to stay
away from coffee, tea, any food that had meat, fish, eggs, onions, garlic
and yet I followed as religiously as I could. But nothing changed for me.
After few months I got my attunement in a 2-day workshop from another
master. This was good enough but towards my second degree I underwent lots
of stress and trauma due to unexpected developments in my life. I felt
that
it was the Reiki first dgree which helped me tide through the crises. Nows
its been nearly 4 yrs since 2nd degree. Initially I practised it for 2
months or so but later due to time constraints I couldn't.
Yet once in a while I invoke Reiki and give an intention to certain
things
but I wonder if it has helped and that is the main issue here. *Loss of
faith.* Following repeated failures in studies and life in general I have
become dejected and yet at the same time I have a glimmer of hope. Nothing
seems to be moving and life seems stagnated. How do I get out of all this
with the help of Reiki. Please note in these nearly four yrs of 2nd degree
I
must have practised it for just about 50-60 times.
Thanks in advance for any help/suggestions.
Maddy
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